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CPTSD
03:26
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and we all got CPTSD
no DSM, don’t BS me
i’m writin ATTN:, and PS
we playing games like a PS3 or ESPN
if TV is our BFF,
we do whatever people say to do on the FM
but NPR, Fox and CNN
that’s fake news to me,
6 AM snooze to me, ZZZ
SOS to the GMDSS, SOS,
how hard I gotta BEAT it
till you get it?
i’m the GOAT even if I’m not the best at it
i’m definitely the most stressed
most lost, need GPS
most costly, CVS
the most obvious diagnosis is he’s depressed
ADD, BPD, but please reflect
if you tryna hate, when you’re empty, you may be like a x addict
I got too much respect to be vexed at it
the people who are say they are the most straight-up actually
IMO are the best actors
head back to SAG-AFTRA,
rap been a bad deal like BrExit and NAFTA
I been MIA, maybe DOA,
y’all might feel a way,
we ain’t even talking bout the game.
talking bout practice
sorry if people get triggered but i’m blowing off blowing up,
my record like 0 for 10
I CC’d you with the email, did you see it?
or do you have amnesia like the leaders at the BLM?
8AM EST i’m in ME thinking bout TGIK,
the kid bout to a dad!
most real after prince ea,
I pretend, derek and me bout to grab that crown
smh @ my DMs, y’all sneaky, ROFL, LMAO, LOL, laugh out lout
i’m feeling better now, how bout yall?
wow how now wow how now brown cow
last 3 tapes made by TGIK but you should see my old shit, MGMT, EDM
I think Im straight, I think i’m ok but I see that we all fucking queer like S/M
i’m really trying to accept gender’s on a spectrum
I thought I had it figured out but guess again
if you didnt get that clear and you got offended
I am pro LGBTQIAAPOC+ don’t get it twisted
it’s the opposite of weird to be optimistic,
tired of getting stared at by looking in the mirror?
double check the facts, split the difference like a fissure,
if you give a shit you gotta check yourself it’s legitimate, IFS
heavy so you gotta take it sitting down like MS
what i’m tryna say is a lot so I make it short
hope I dont get caught by the ICE or the IRS
9
Fill your bowl to the brim
and it will spill.
Keep sharpening your knife
and it will blunt.
Chase after money and security
and your heart will never unclench.
Care about people's approval
and you will be their prisoner. Do your work, then step back.
The only path to serenity.
(tao te ching)
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Zack de la Rouda Portland, Maine
i write songs and rap about weird stuff like love self-actualization civilization depression anarchism and taoism i like to eat from the garbage even though it's kinda hard to find organic stuff there i spend a lot of time alone somehow i am still releasing music ... more
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