i don’t know where i went wrong.
i don’t know when i got lost, but i am.
might have had a false start from the jump,
racing rats and the crabs to the bottom of this bucket,
well… so it goes,
i understand:
once you try to follow god,
the devil is gonna force your hand
aw hell,
heaven help us.
once a good thing gone, could it ever come again?

come again, come again?
i didn’t get what you just said.
are you dumb, or am i deaf, or what?
i thought i heard some words about
putting in work first before you get to the reward of it
of course thats common sense.
acquiesce and accept that we all end up just as dead
no matter what we did:
artist or a businessman,
you develop some wealth
just to throw it in trash.
“thank you, come again!”
with prayer hands
i’m been tryna reap from seeds sown in the spring
threw caution to the wind
focused like a fiend
i can only see what i want, not what i need
lost grip on the joystick
been tryna plan a flight for a year but i cannot afford the trip
it’s not like i hear voices
but i’m fuckin nuts
stuck in ruts
most people avoided

come again,
next one - last shot
opportunity passed by. it didn’t knock
can’t be sitting there sad
once you figure out the math
if you want love
gotta give it up
focus on the future, the present moment is crucial
the past could teach a lesson
that you gotta be more prudent, a student of taoism
which means that i doubt mystics
see jesus spoke truth but look at devout christians
throw the book at em! read the words how they written
the thing you can’t explain contain all the wisdom
so if you’re think you’re right, then you’re wrong about it
the tighter that you try to tie the knot, it all unravels
hypocrite for life. i’m a fuckin addict
honor darkness and light, call god abraxas
read demian..
read ishmael…
read the tao te ching…
read anything..
don’t watch tv,
don’t eat food that you can’t spell easily,
please stop sleeping