Name: Where Am I? (prod. Face-One)
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Where Am I? (prod. Face-One)

from Zack de la Rouda (2011) by Zack de la Rouda

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lyrics

lovers walk two by two,
doing things lovers do.
they're in love.
where am i?

where am i? somewhere on my path, i hope.
i feel alive but i wonder if i passed my goal
i really try to aspire to be magical
but i'm high off my ass from a bag of dope.
so i choke and i wonder what i'm rapping for?
i ain't mastered what i planned on:
i haven't spoke poems that'll open closed domes with a hook;
i ain't wrote much but i'm still closing the book
cause i focus and look at the path that i'm taking.
i'm real shook cause my mask has been breaking.
i'm real cooked by this awful complacency
all i could do is ask god to be straight with me
lovers walk two by two
i know i love you
but where am i? lost, and afraid.
tryna find the cause of my pain as it starts to rain...

where am i? drunk in a rain storm
bleary-eyed, sunk like my lame heart
there is just a numb void where my pain formed
just another dumb choice that i made wrong
i struck a rather rough course, i'm amazed
that i managed to make it this far
with a beat-up hull, a weak mast
and no knowledge of sailing
i should have known this a task i would probably fail at
my sapped growth is so slovenly, stale, old
all i have is improperly-spelled notes
to walk a mile in my moccasins,
stop and then rob yourself
smack your face
and cry over bottled milk
it's my problem so
why do i feel let down?
it's my stop
but i don't want to touch ground
i finally found you
now i've hit bottom
and it's my life without you.

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from Zack de la Rouda (2011), released June 1, 2011

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Zack de la Rouda Portland, Maine

i write songs and rap about weird stuff like love self-actualization civilization depression anarchism and taoism i like to eat from the garbage even though it's kinda hard to find organic stuff there i spend a lot of time alone somehow i am still releasing music ... more